Had a great time sharing with YongQing last night in Yishun Bus interchange, missing countless of our buses. And yes, indeed, we're serving for the audience of One and pleasing for the audience of One. Man are and should never be the reason why we do the things we do. Sometimes, I am really bothered by what others see and think about me. Especially so when there are false rumours speculating around. I used to go all the way to fight for my stand and clear all dubious statements 'bout myself. But you see, those are just insecurities. It's all 'bout ME. And that definitely shouldn't be the way. Now I've came to realize that it's simply pointless to fight for my stand. Pointless, pointless, pointless. The One above see all that I do and He is the only One whom I shall and will please. Joan, it's time to sharpen your focus!


God too, had been using me to speak to the people around me recently.

#1- A sister had recently left God and Yokeleng asked me ''If God knows that she would leave God later in her walk with Him, then why does He permits it?''. I asked God for wisdom and slowly answered her questions one by one. One of the things that I've told her was that God might be using HER to influnce her directly/indirectly and bring that sister back to God's arms.
And the next day, Yokeleng smsed me and told me that God is indeed using her to bring that sister back and she was so convicted by God. That alone, made my day (:

#2-Jade was rather discouraged 'bout certain stuff and God told me to remind her 'bout the exact thing that He spoke to me early this year when storms were just shooting like fiery javelines towards me. It was something like
''Great Dreams/Goal-> Great testings -> Great Influnce, Great Impact ->Great Victory! ''
And so, I smsed Jade and told her 'bout it and this was her reply ''Wow, that spoke to me alot. Thanks alot, you came at the exact timing!'

#3- Went studying with NorthA girls after service last evening and somehow, God just told me that there's something troubling Xinru and that I had to approach and talk to her. But for some reason, I was unable to approach her. However, later at night, she smsed me and told me that actually she had something to share with me.

Seems like it has all got to do with texting. Haha! God is indeed real and moving.
Those smses never fails to bring a smile onto my face.
and God too, never ever fails to amaze me(: