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Saturday, June 30, 2007
Finally .. The very first week of school is over .
Finally .. Can wake up late in the morning .

I can say it wasn't really a happy week for me . I was really tired and facing the same old people who are tearing you down everyday is even more tiring . Sometimes i really feel like confronting 'em and talk things straight and tell 'em to just leave me alone . Sometimes i'd get really mad 'bout it . But i told myself it's pointless . Being angry with such people are wasting my time and a waste of effort . Yes , i guess so . Sometimes , i look at their lives and i wonder . '' Why are they ruining their lives with their own hands ? '' I'm very glad i'm not like them . Really . I'm not saying I'm perfect . But at least i know that im mature to handle things on my own and i know that im mature enough to differentiate what's right and what's wrong . At least i know when to say ''NO'' to certain stuffs . And i know the limits .

Ohwell . Negative thoughts aside .

I had a great time with the Rojak gang yesterday after caregroup . It was at chongpang's Pizzahut . And the pizza hut's in KFC . Was feelin' kinda awkward at the beginning cuz it's been a long time since we all sat down together and eat and catch up with one another and i have not talked to sabreena for quite some time . But i was really happy by the end of the day . I feel like the old days have come back . Same old things . Aizan the quiet one . And nithya , THE joke . Hahaha . I really love 'em a lot . I hope to have this kind of gathering again . =) Thanks weiloong , for planning this gathering . Appreciate it .

Was at home with mom and dad the other day and mom suddenly asked me 'bout some relationship issues . Hilarious la . My mom asked if anyone's wooing me and if i'm havin' any crushes now . The first thing i did was this --> =.= then i laughed really loud . My mom never asked me 'bout these issues before . And we shared 'bout loads of stuff . How my mom and dad got together , what my dad liked 'bout my mom etc . I shared some stuff too . Haha . I think my shepherd's gonna be really worried after reading this . LOL . JOYCE TAN ! Nah la . I told my mom that i don't really have a crush right now and she didn't believe . Then i told her that i find it quite hard to fall for a guy so easily and i don't wish to get tied down to somethin' which i cant get myself to commit fully . Gettin' into a relationship at this age is really just '' plain playing'' . I cant possibly maintain this relationship until like im older and get married what . My mom was so impressed man . She was like , ''woah . I didn't know my girl's like that . Hmm . not bad . ''
That was the first time she really praised me !!! =.=

Sunday, June 24, 2007
Im back ! haha . My eyelids were twitching , i bet you guys missed me . Hahaha . Im down with flu . Very bad . Poor me . This week is a fruitful one . The girls and i went outreaching during this week and we've got 50 converts altogether ! Our goal was actually 36 . We were and still am elated about it . This is definitely God . We will grow . We definitely will .

Tomorrow's the first day of school after this june holiday . To be honest , I'm quite sian about it . The thought of facing those hypocrites and two-headed-monsters just make me sick . Boo . And my homeworks are not done yet . Double Boo . This week's full of tests . But Heck . I've been overcoming it and im pretty sure i can overcome it again . So yes , bring it on . Heh . Actually i kinda miss wearing school uniform . I just love uniforms luh . Im not sick okay . I just think that uniforms are kinda smart . But im not saying that my school's uniform's smart . LOL . I think vivien's gonna kill me .

And starting from next week , im workin' for Aunti Yvonne's company . Just doing some paperwork . And the time's pretty flexible . Finally , at least i can lighten mom's burden a 'lil since dad's not workin' . I guess i have to work doubly hard , finding time to meet up my sheep for shepherding and also for caregroup . But im sure i can manage well .

Joan is a wonderwoman !!! =)

Friday, June 15, 2007
I have to blog . I have to blog .
about what ?
ABOUT CAMP !!

Oh my , camp was totally awesome ! yeah . Just came back yesterday and am havin' muscle aches all over.
Thats nt the point . Really . Its seems like ive just been to this spiritual land for these past few days and im so energized . Spiritually . Physically , im dead tired . Yeah . Didnt really sleep during the last night of camp . Played Captain's ball from 2 plus till 6.30 with some brothers and sisters . Enjoyed myself a lot .

God spoke to me a lot too . Really . Pionnering Northland may be a hard thing but God will bless . Im sure of that . Ask , and u will receive . Seek , and u will find . ''DO NOT GIVE UP , FOR I'VE NEVER AND WILL NOT GIVE UP ON YOU . '' God told me that . I am so convicted that NORTH A will grow . Yes , we definitely will .
How can we not grow right ? We just have to have a 'lil faith cuz we have a great big God . Patience ? He will give . Strength ? He will provide . We're not lacking of anythin . God WILL bless.

I think we really bonded during this period of time . I get to know more 'bout my sheep [ melissa and tingting ] . We're all in love with the same guy . HAHA . I love u gals . And welcome to the family to the woodlands group . =)

Sunday, June 03, 2007
I hate it when im nervous . All my tenses would all go wrong and i would use the word ''really'' more than twice in one sentence , just like y'day . Oh well .

Baby nephew's sick . Down with fever , cough and flu . So heart pain can .. He's only what ? Two months old . I'd rather be the one who's suffering all these . Melissa's sick too . Poor thing . Will definitely keep them in prayers . God will heal . =)

Mom was packing up my wardrobe last week and guess what ? she threw away my beatles black shirt !!!!!! my favourite shirt !!!!!!! im kinda slow la , just got to know it today when i wanted to wear it . ahhh ........................... im gonna cryyyy .

Ariella Joan Hoe

30'Oct'91
God is my love
Singing is my Passion

genesis_joan@hotmail.com

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