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Tuesday, April 29, 2008


We practically see each other grow from naive and immature brats to .. well.. mature beautiful young ladies(: Hahaha. Though the rebellious and naughty nature is still in us. Secondary Two was definitely the best year for me. I am glad that we're still eating our meals together with such a big group. You girls brighten me up each morning with just your smiles and well, stupid jokes. School without you girls would be such a bore.


From Right to Left:
Kelly- Thankyou Dear, for providing water for the majority of us everyday.
Silun- Thankyou Dear, for just making noise and making a fool outta yourself. Haha!
Siying- Thankyou Dear, for being my shadow in school, accompanying me wherever i go.
Yinkay- Thankyou Dear, for not retaliating when i approach to hug you for no rhyme or reason.
Huichan- Thankyou Dear, for crapping with me and laugh at the silliest jokes of mine when no one finds it funny. Haha!






Sunday, April 27, 2008



Jesus, my Daddy..
You are my ray of light..









Everybody's asking me 'bout singing on stage yesterday with the Choir. It was awesome. Louis kept reminding us to smile and smile and smile. Haha thank God for Him. We pee-ed a lot too. Due to the amount of liquid (water) we drank. Thankyou , Joyce, for the HoneyLemon as well(: I've made quite a number of friends as well. Double-yayness! It was definitely a great experience gained(:


Thursday, April 24, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DEAREST (:
I LOVE ANATTA PRAJNA GAJA!!

Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Hilarious Conversation between Mommy and Grandma


Grandma: When Baby grows up, I'll buy a gun for him
Mommy: Please uhh. Dont buy gun.
Grandma: Then I'll buy swords
Me: Laughing
Mommy: Nonono. Dont buy such toys to play. I'll throw it away.
Grandma: (Looks at BabyNephew) I'll buy a gun for you, okay? BangBangBang!
Me: Rolling on floor laughing.
Mommy: Nonono
Grandma: Boys play such toys what. Then play what? BarBie Dolls uh?
Mommy: =.= Buy a mahjong set lor. Then can play with you.
Grandma: (Smiled) Dont need to buy. There's one set at home.


Eventually, I almost died from laughing too much. My Grandma's cute luh. Petite, naive and humorous.
Love her to bits and pieces!

Sunday, April 20, 2008
''Are you willing to stand strong, My child?''
''Yes..Yes Daddy, I will..''


During Serivice,
I knelt before God and broke down.
And the above is one of the many things that i'd converse with God.

For those who had encouraged,
For those who had given me a tap on my shoulders,
For those who had hugged,
I thank you.

God has always been looking highly on me.
Tests after tests.
Trials after trials.
Obstacles after obstacles.
Hurdles after hurdles.
Man.
However, come to think of it,
I'm definitely not at the losing end.
That Crown of Victory is mine to claim!
It's engraved with my name.

Get it over and done with.
I. WILL. NOT. GIVE. UP.
Mark my words.

Saturday, April 19, 2008



This smile reminds me of Valerie. Haha! To sum it all, this smiley expression was how i felt for the whole of today(:


I feel a tinge of sadness though.
Today's my last day of work.
I thought i would be very happy as it would definitely be a heavy load off my shoulders.
It had been 6 months already! Goodness, time flies!
Many lessons learned, I must say.
Met all kinds of people.
The friendly ones, the weird ones, the funny ones, the rude ones and the kiasu ones.
It was definitely a learning journey and a great experience gained!
( I would miss the BigBubbleMilkTea from KOI cafe though )

Now that I've dropped a subject and had quited my job, I guess there's no much reasons for me to procrastinate! So yea, bark me if you happen to see me floating around- which i often do(:


Yours Truly,
The LaughingMachine(:

Friday, April 18, 2008
Dear Math,
Please understand me as i slowly take each step to understand you alright? Dont make me pull my hair and scream anymore like how i did for the past few years (Or even just a few hours ago) I will commit myself to you and you better help me soar. Together, we'll prove to the ones who provoked me and think that i'll never make it. Iloveyou- Or rather, I'd try to(:




Finally, I've made up my mind to drop Deisgn and Technology.
I spent quite some time considering it.. and i guess it would be the best choice..
For now, I guess it is really DO OR DIE ..
Hahaha.
''Do it once, Do it well! '' - The slogan in our classroom left behind by our seniors.
The last thing i want is to regret and disappoint the people around me who truly cares.
God ahh. I need you in this.

Monday, April 14, 2008
YummYumm.. I can smell Mommy's Onion Omelette from the living room.. My whole family love eggs. Give me a bowl of plain rice and egg and i'd be more than satisfied(: It's been ages since i last ate home-cooked food. Man , nothing can be compared to home-cooked food(: I remembered last year, when the girls were askin' me if i wanted to join them for lunch, i'd always say ''我要回家吃我妈煮的爱心餐(:'' Haha.







I'm craving for JellyBeans now though):

Sunday, April 13, 2008
Yesterday was definitely a fulfiling day.

There wasnt any visitors in my group and these few days, or rather, this whole week wasn't very nice to me.
I went to Church with a heavy heart. I didn't wanted to smile. I didn't wanted to talk. But i felt so so much better after the praise and worship during service. Lingering into God's presence was the only way for me, i guess. Still, now i finally get to experience the give-thanks-in-all-circumstances statement.

I was feeling very exhausted and lethargic after the whole of yesterday. But i know, that deep down inside me, there's joy. There's happiness. 'Cuz God had spoken to me for the entire day. During the sermon in service by Pastor Jeff, the teachings by Joyce for NorthA and, the teachings by Joyce combining together with East, and the teaching from Pastor Shirley during Clm. I was once again, awed and amazed by what God can do. He created this entire universe. What more can he not do? I had a great night conversing with God last night. As i penned my thoughts and feelings into my diary, which i had kept for two years, i believe, and i know, that God was watching all way through.

Something random pondered upon me.
When i first came to Church, i was so excited to going to Church, Caregroup etc. Then someone told me ''Yeah. That's just 'cuz you're new. Wait till you're at least one year old. You'd not be that excited.'' I looked at him for a moment then. And now that i'm one year and four months old in Christ, i am more than proud to declare that the fire is still burning ferociously inside me. People around me, would know that Saturday is a day which i looked forward the most. In fact, as cliche as it sound, how i wish we're having servies everyday. But i guess having one service each week is good enough. It sorta help me to reflect what i'd done over the week and give an account to God. I believe this fire within will continue burning as long as i'm walking right with God(:

Friday, April 11, 2008
This few day's rather bad for me.
First , I had a bad friction with one of my good friends.
I don't understand as well.
I can't explain the silence.
I'm not sure how things would turn up.

Secondly.
My racket's lost..
It was left untouched for quite some time at home
and so, i passed it to Maureen and asked her to help me go re-string it
just so she could have a better discount and I'm able to get my letter 'J' on the string.
And apparently someone stole it when she was emcee-ing for Speech day just now.
I dont blame her luh, it wasn't intentional.
It was given by a very good friend of mine,
and this racket had been together with me through many many competitions.
Victories and failures.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Daddy, my Father in Heaven,
You know, I have so much to thank you for
If i were to write them down, I guess I would never be able to complete it.
Your love is free. But it isn't cheap.
You had filled the void in me.
I've always been searching for that ''someone''
but I never realized you were there all along
I have what I have now not because of what i've acheived.
I do what i do now not because of myself.
It is all, completely because of you.
Daddy, my Father in Heaven,
You know what? Your child here has a dream.
A dream for you
One day ,
I would want to stand on the stage and sing for you.
''Do they see Jesus in me''.
The first Christian song i heard, touched and impacted me.
People might laugh at me.
But I don't care.
'Cuz my audience aren't them.
It is you, Daddy(:
Daddy, my Father in Heaven,
One day I will be with you
One day I will finally hold your hand.
One day, I'll be home.
I loveyou, I really do(:

Ariella Joan Hoe

30'Oct'91
God is my love
Singing is my Passion

genesis_joan@hotmail.com

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