I am pretty packed up with many stuff lately, but am still having joy deep within(:
New problems to tackle , but am still having joy deep within(:
Taller and bigger hurdles to hop over , but am still having joy deep within(:

I understand that life is never a bed of roses. Therefore, instead of throwing tantrums and asking God ''Why , oh why? '' and pushing all blames to others, I am learning to make the best out of every situation. Cliche, I know. But at least, I'd try (:

Michelle's back home again. Yes, I am glad. And all these years i've been living like i've got no sibling at all. It's not that she had left home for years. Just in and out. Out and in. It hurts me every once in a while when i over hear conversation between my friends on how they had fun with their siblings, what games they played or how rough they were. I'd just keep quiet , with teary eyes. Sad to say, I don't really grow up with my sister. She lead her life, and i lead mine. I've never seeked advices from her or confided in her. Neither did she. We never had any deep/private conversation. Neither were we the expressive and touchy kind. I guess the last time we hugged was when i was 8 or 9 years old. Sometimes when she's not around, memories of the past with her when we were younger would just come flashing back. Times when we yelled at each other, times when she pulled my hair and i kicked her belly, times when we went to the library every weekend with mommy and also times when we would pen down every bad things that we had done to each other and threaten to complain to daddy or mommy. People mentioned that we look alike, but for those who know us, also know that we are as different as chalk and cheese. Haha, enough of the emo-ing.. No matter what happens, now that i've grown up and mature enough to think, I shall try my best to be the best sister for her.

I do have the right to make a difference in my family after all, don't I ? (: