Yesterday was definitely a fulfiling day.

There wasnt any visitors in my group and these few days, or rather, this whole week wasn't very nice to me.
I went to Church with a heavy heart. I didn't wanted to smile. I didn't wanted to talk. But i felt so so much better after the praise and worship during service. Lingering into God's presence was the only way for me, i guess. Still, now i finally get to experience the give-thanks-in-all-circumstances statement.

I was feeling very exhausted and lethargic after the whole of yesterday. But i know, that deep down inside me, there's joy. There's happiness. 'Cuz God had spoken to me for the entire day. During the sermon in service by Pastor Jeff, the teachings by Joyce for NorthA and, the teachings by Joyce combining together with East, and the teaching from Pastor Shirley during Clm. I was once again, awed and amazed by what God can do. He created this entire universe. What more can he not do? I had a great night conversing with God last night. As i penned my thoughts and feelings into my diary, which i had kept for two years, i believe, and i know, that God was watching all way through.

Something random pondered upon me.
When i first came to Church, i was so excited to going to Church, Caregroup etc. Then someone told me ''Yeah. That's just 'cuz you're new. Wait till you're at least one year old. You'd not be that excited.'' I looked at him for a moment then. And now that i'm one year and four months old in Christ, i am more than proud to declare that the fire is still burning ferociously inside me. People around me, would know that Saturday is a day which i looked forward the most. In fact, as cliche as it sound, how i wish we're having servies everyday. But i guess having one service each week is good enough. It sorta help me to reflect what i'd done over the week and give an account to God. I believe this fire within will continue burning as long as i'm walking right with God(: