Right. I shall post something before i hit the books.

Uncle Gerald's been pretty concerned about my studies. He even initiated to help me map out my whole schedule for the next 5-6 months before the big 'O', and is tutoring personally for my languages. He would even try to find a tutor for my math and science. Daddy and Mommy had never really bothered with my studies ever since i started education. Partly because they dont wish to stress me out. Yeah, some of you guys might be going ''waaa so good..'' . But seriously, it isnt that good after all. I met up Uncle Gerald yesterday. He wants me to study for at least 2 hours a day, which i agree isnt too much to ask for. In fact, ask any student who's sitting for their O's this year and they'll tell you 2 hours are not enough. I am really happy that i've someone to seek for help when it comes to education but i guess i really gotta work real hard. Uncle Gerald told me that if he do not see any improvement, especially in my math, i gotta quit committing to church. So yes , let's pray for the ''zero-self-disciplined-joan'' to really bang her head hard on the wall and start cracking.

来，给joan一点爱的鼓励！
clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap !

Last night while i was studying in the kitchen, i heard Sis and daddy clapping and cheering on. I went out and guess what i saw? I saw BabyNephew taking his first step(: Many steps, in fact. Eleven more days and he'll be one year old already(: Ohmy. Time really do fly. I still remember the night when Daddy and I rushed to the hospital to see the very first sight of that 'lil prince. The milky skin and biggie eyes. I remember the very first evening he came back home and i laid my hands on him and prayed a 'lil prayer, thanking God for this precious life and hoping that he'll be saved when he grows up. I still remember how tiny he used to be. Put him on the bed and he'll look like a pea. I still remember always patting his back after each and every milk-session, just so he wouldnt puke and all. I remember how he would pee on others when changing of diapers. Now this little boy knows how to stretch his arms to let you carry, point at the remote control, asking you to give it to him, throw whatever pillows and bolster out of the playpen and says ''BangBang!''. I am really glad that i was there, watching his every ''firsts'' in life (: