I miss Joyce Tan!!

she's gonna be back tmr!
Miss her loud voice and her famous golden sentences
But definitely not her burping
''Girls , Amen?''
Haha

Weeks ago , i found this Valentines' day card that dad had wrote to mom donkeys years ago .
'' Honey , if you had 32 kisses and 48 hugs and you gave me 27 hugs and 35 hugs, what would you have left? You would have left 5 kisses , 13 hugs and your passionate Albert, the loverand husband in your heart:) ''
I laughed really loud when i saw it and i embarrassed dad by exaggerating it and reading out loud in front of mom . I ended up wrestling with dad .

Many people ask me why am i so expressive towards people. To be honest, i really don't know. My parents are not expressive. My sister is not expressive. None of my family members are expressive. My sis and I never say I LOVE YOUs or I MISS YOUs to our parents. Perhaps this is the reason why im so expressive towards the people around me, i guess. Because i believe that if you care for someone, act it out. If you love someone, say it out and tell that person how much he/she means to you. People like to feel important and loved. Sounds cliche, but you might not be on this earth tomorrow. Worse still, the person whom you love might not be around. I don't ever want to regret not telling the person how much they means to me. I dont't at all find that telling someone you love them is mushy.

Was lying on the bed, doing some thinking again. I came to realize that no matter how bad things turn out , no matter how many people turn their backs against you, there's always something to thank God for. To begin with, one can always thank God for His unconditional Love. His goodness and faithfulness.

I miss Michelle. It's sad when your sister doesn't share the same beliefs as you. It's sadder when you're not at all close with your sister. It's the saddest when she's not around. Though im expressive towards my friends all all , i've never told my sister that i love her and how much she means to me even when she's around. You have a sister but you feel that you're the only child. It had all became a habit already, i guess. I shall keep her in prayers every night.