Aloha again .
Baby nephew just cried himself to sleep just now . Ha . I think he likes music , just an hour ago , i played '' sound of music '' for him and he dozed off . He's really cute when he doesn't throw one of his tantrums , but once he cry non-stop , i tell you , it can really make one quite frustrated . He's so pampered . Everybody loves him and my parents are sooo proud of him . Just yesterday , mom sent 'bout 10 mms of pictures of baby nephew to friends and relatives . And dad's not workin' due to his leg injury , so he's lookin' after baby nephew . I can't carry baby nephew for long cuz i don't have that patient , unlike dad. He's got unlimited patience. Haha . My mom and i thinks that when baby grows up , he's gonna be real close to my dad. Changing diapers , feeding , bathing , burping , puttin' baby to sleep , u name it , my dad can do it . He's like Mr incredible now . Baby's quite hot tempered . And he farts alot . He grows really fast and his eye lashes are like gettin' longer and longer . So jealous ...
One sister went back to her own church not long ago . Kinda sad . And when asked why , she said there's too much committment . I understand . I can totally relate to that . Sometimes , i also wonder why are there so much committment but when i look at my leaders and pastors , i would be like '' If they can do it , why can't i ? '' I guess i like challenges and that's what kept me movin' on .. I like that sense of satisfaction when i've overcome somthin' i nvr thought i could .
Another sister of mine had some problems with a spiritual life and even thought of changing church and backsliding but i was quite amazed at how she stood up again and i really admire her optimism and enthusiasm in puttin' all her heart and focus in servin God again . I guess that took a lot of courage . Perhaps , people have to learn the hard way once in a while . I think that was a test God had placed in her life and im glad that she'd overcome it .
Whenever i close my eyes , bow down , worship or pray to God , i have this image in my head and it would always bring a smile on my face . This image showed me runnin' towards Jesus , huggin' him . Then i'd show him the crowd of people behind me . Those people are my friends , family , and even people i don't know . Those people are people whom i had shared the Gospel to , people who had invited and acknowledged Jesus in their life . I couldn't see their faces clearly but i'm prayin' hard that my parents , sister , grandparents and my loved ones are there . And then , He would tap me on the shoulder , sayin' ''well done , my child .. well done ..'' I don't think there's anythin' greater than being one of God's assistants and helpin' him changin' others . Don't miss the wonderful experience of servanthood ! Im really lookin' forward to that day . I know it's gonna come true .. I just know ..
My mid-yr results were not that good . It was way below my standard . Im tryin to be optimistic . And i see it in such a way that , u know , at least i know where my problems are now . Better flunk my mid-yr than my N levels . 've made up my mind . Am gonna hit the books and study my butt off this holiday . Wish me luck . =)