My confidence level when it comes to academics would definitely be a number with a negative sign. Like what my cousin said, I really gotta stop thinking 'bout the uncertainties within me and start thinking towads the postivie side & look up unto God. Worrying doesn't work things out. Nor would it help me in defeating the big O' monster coming my way. I also came to realize that the more I panic, the more nothing is done. I shall just take a chill pill and do my best(:

After spending some time watching some HongKong drama with my family last night, I went back to my room, grabbed my pen & journal, hopped on to my bed & began writing/ranting/pouring out to God. It's been months since I last penned my thoughts in there. I had a shioking good time having a deep heart-to-heart session with Him and it feels great (: It is always so comforting to know that there's someone who listens to you 24/7 with not even a tinge of judgement.

God, I am ready for more(: