''For i am your provider and I meet all your needs..''
''For you are my treasured possesion...''
''I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul...''
''If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me..''
''I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine..''
''I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles..''
''When you are broken hearted, I am close to you..''
''As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart''
''One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes and I'll take away the pain you have suffered on this earth..''

Met Joyce for shepherding yesterday after achievers. That shepherding was simple. It was short. It was heart warming. She plugged the earpiece in my ears, shoved a piece of paper in front of me and played the audio from her phone. It was ''God's love letter''. Though it was spoken by a man who isnt God, but God spoke to me through him. Those sentences above are only part of God's love letter to His child. Those words sank deep into my heart and i cant help but tear. I didnt even realise that there were tears running down my face. I can't explain. I seriously can't. But that simple shepherding refreshed and renewed my walk with God.

No, it hadn't been easy. Let alone smooth sailing. Tests after tests. Trials after trials. Obstacles after obstacles. Problems after problems. Just when i finally heave a sigh of relief, BAM! It all goes back to square one. It was never easy. Never. Thats why i really think that God really is looking very highly on me. He said before in his word that He would never give me anything too heavy that i cant bear. Thus, definitely, I can overcome the tests, trials, obstacles and problems that He throw to me. He knew that it would be suffocating for me. He knew that it wouldnt be easy for me. However, He too, know that im gonna pull through.

I'm gonna flap my wings and soar up high, nobody would ever expect it.
And when i turn and look back at the end of the day, im gonna smile and be overwhelmed by the goodness of God.
When I turn and look back at the end of the day, im gonna stand in awe by the miracles that God had done in my life.

''Come home, and i'll throw the biggest party Heaven has ever seen...
....I will be waiting for you....
Love, your Dad.
The almighty God''