-The thought of it brings me to tears easily
However, for the Kindom's sake, i will obey..




Im quite worn out physically. But really refresh spiritually.
These few days have been my ''thinkin' days''. Again, numerous question marks popped out and again, i went lying on my bed, answering, or rather, asking God to answer my every question and doubts.
I tried thinking of living my own life without Jesus. It's just impossible. Sure, i'd have more fun. I'd have more time. I'd have more freedom. I'd have lesser responsibilities. I'd have lesser complaints of being tired. I'd have lesser things listed in my organizer. However, that also means that i'd have lesser love. I'd be less nicer as a person. And i know perfectly well that ultimately, i'd be the one who lose out.

I'm addicted to you, Jesus.
My heart belongs to you.