The relief was incredible, like i'd removed somethin' jammed painfully between my teeth or shaken a sharp rock out of my shoe. It's really sad when u actually put in effort in friendships , only to find out that it was never meant to be. That you actually got misunderstood by people who think that you don't care and get sick of old stuff. It's even worse when you later realized that whatever that person had once said was a lie.
It's disappointing .. more than sad .. Oh my , im contradicting myself . I guess the relationships in our lives really do make or break us . They either lift us up or take us down . They help to give us energy and laughter, or take 'em away. But i'm definitely not gonna let this upset me in any ways though the words were harsh and hurtful. Life is too short to think of how others look at you. Fine .. I'm used to it.

Ahh ~ unhappy things aside

Today's really a fruitful day. Shepherd-ed Liyan and melissa and went to meet up Joyce, Xinru, Celine and Ace for the planning of the upcoming MCG on the fourth week of October. It's gonna be fun! I'm excited already! Ha ~ It was a great time of fellowship. Laughters and jokes with the girls . So hilarious luh . Here's somethin' which would brighten up ur day if u're feelin' down. Unless you know Joyce Tan , that is .

THE ''GOLDEN PHRASES/SENTENCES'' BY JOYCE TAN HUI ER :

People : ''Eh joyce , we're late eh .. We're still at the MRT station. ''
Joyce : '' CANNOT RUN AH ?! ''

People : ''Joyce , XXXX cannot come for caregroup eh ''
Joyce : '' Ask her go and die. ''

People : *Playing and shouting too loudly
Joyce : (Chinese) ''Zao fan ah?! ''

People : *Eating
Joyce : ''Sorry ahh .. *BURPPPPPPPP ''

People : *Confirmation no good
Joyce : ''Can increase anot ?! ''

Joyce : ''Eh , XXX going to outreach anot ? If not im gonna kill her
Joyce : *Point finger ''You better watch out!''
Joyce : *Grab collar ''What's the problem with you?''
Joyce : ''Funny ah ? ''
Joyce : *When forgetting what to say ''ohhh ka-da-ba-shan'' (Tongues)
Joyce : *Look at group ''Girls , AMEN?! ''
Joyce : *Points at bicep ''Touch my muscle. ''

Is that hilarious or what ? Even Joyce also laughed ! Hahaha . She's not that fierce luh . She's a great leaders . Girls , amen ?! Hahahahahaha . I think the people in NorthA must be laughing their heads off now . LOL .

Im not gonna be down for long .
Im satisfied with what i have .
It's more than enough .
I have LOVE .
I have JESUS .