Was in great pain last night . Vomitted and all . Luckily im better today cuz school was fun :)

Listened to songs with Siying while doing Maths today .
Oh , she even gave me one really sweet card .
Words , words , words .
I love it , dear :)
Thanks yea

I don't know what's up with Michelle lately . She haven't been coming home. Mom's kinda angry and she thought sis's like treating this home like a Hotel . Check in and out whenever she like . Dad didn't say anything but i can just see that worried and disappointing face . I guess they've given up of hope for her already . I thought she will mature after that incident . She did , for just a short while and everythin' was as per normal again . I have a really bad feeling . Mom and dad too . I guess she really needs to have her head bang on the wall really hard to differentiate what's right and wrong . A mother of one . She's got responsibilities . I was never close with my Sister . Yea , that's pretty sad . I'm mad at her . I'm always there when she needed me but she's nowhere to be found when i needed someone to hold on to besides my friends . I remember once when she was in Primary 5 and I was just a Primary 3 student . She got bullied by her friends and i voiced out and defended my sis but instead of thanking me and appreciating it , she pulled my hair and asked me to shutup . I can still remember this incident so vividly . I don't know why too . But she's still my sis and i Love her . At the meantime , I shall just pray that God will watch over her and that she'll really grow and not act like a kid any longer . I don't want anythin' from her . She dont't need to be there when i need someone . I just want her home ...