I was and am still very inspired by yesterday's sermon by Pastor Christie. When things doesn't go well , i tend to worry this and worry that and instead of turning to God , i'd go ''why ? why did it all happen in such a way? why ?? " I guess im really a pessimist. I need to put away my negative thoughts aside . ''There must be a reason why God doesn't bless. Maybe the time is not right yet. Or maybe He's just testing you. Perhaps He wants you to learn to be patient and to persevere on.'' Tht was what Joyce told me the other day . I guess she's right. It was a powerful sermon and i could totally relate to whatever she was preaching about. Was troubling 'bout somthin' on Friday night and i kept thinkin' 'bout it. I found that i wasn't worthy. I found that i don't at all deserve God's grace and whatsmore , Love. But after yesterday's sermon and wht Joyce have told me, i guess i should really start learnin' to look at the postive side. It's pointless crying over spilt milk.


*smiles.