Yay ! Today's Friday ! End of school ! For this week , that is . Ha . I am so hapy . These few days have been a tiring and stressful one for me . Yeah . And i wasn't really in a good mood , especially on Wednesday . A lot of things to worry about . I haven't hand in my Dnt project and i've been stayin' back in school every single day till 5 , 6 plus , rushing to geddit done and i haven't got extra time to go evax . =( And during chemistry lesson , Mr Ng asked me three SAME questions after every 10 mins rather than asking those classmates who were sleeping just right under his nose . And And And .. !! Northland is not growing !! Yeah . And right after school i just went straight to the washroom and cry . I thought i was not doing well in everythin that im doing and i seemed to be disappointing the people around me who are pinning high hopes on me . I turned to God . I remembered what i asked him that day : '' God , i thought you said you won't give me anythin too heavy that i can't bear ? '' . Yeah . But i felt much much better after pouring all these out to Joyce yesterday during shepherding . And i was really refreshed after that . I was so 'into' my problems that i've forgotten what i have around me . People who loves and cares for me . People who are willing to lend a listenin' ear . =) Thank you , Joyce Tan . haha .
Oh also wanna thank weymun and chengan for helpin' me so much in that Dnt project . Really appreciate it .

''Of course i can handle this . I'm Joan the wonderwoman , okay . '' =)

I am gonna be the history-maker in Northland
I am gonna be the one establishing a community in Northland .
All with the help of God , I CAN !!!