THE ROJAK GANG IS GONNA BE BACK ~
yeah . im sure it will . =) im so glad i wrote 'em that letter . Have not been talkin to each other for quite some time but we've all got each other in our hearts . Aww . The relief was incredible , like i'd removed somethin' jammed painfully between my teeth or shaken a sharp rock outta my shoe . I missed the fun we used to have . The loss of that was like a giant crater in my heart . But now , i know everythin's gonna turn out fine . Just like two years ago . =)

It's true that we dunno what we've got until we lose it . But it's also true that we dunno what we've been missing until it arrives . haha . okie , i dunno what im babbling about . All the thoughts and feelings i had wrestled with in my sleep that had weighed so heavily upon me felt light at this moment . So many things had felt so intense these past few days , and my spirit had been unsettled . I guess everythin's really starting to fall into place . =) No .. i definitely won't let my emotions overtake me . I have full control over 'em .
Im young and growing up and im soo new to this whole disappointing era . But it's okie . I have people showering me with care and concern and i've got endless love surrounding me . God loves us and wants the best for us . HIs love will give us hope even if the bleakest of circumstances . There is a light always shining , and the light is the love of God . In him , we all can find Hope .

I once read this somewhere :
" In the harsh reality we call today's world , it's hard to find someone who does somethin without havin' a ulterior motive . Some say that selfless individuals are a dying breed but i cant find myself to believe that . There has to be good people out ther . They may be a little harder to find nowadays but i have faith that they're out there and someday we will cross paths . Or maybe we already have .. "
i was so refreshed after readin' this . Have u ?

Service on saturday was awesome . We took loads of photos after commpassionate meet and some are really gorgeous . Go check out vivien or xinru's bloggie . I really thank God for having those gals in my life . I know ive said countless times of '' i really thank God for placing so and so in my life .. blah blah .. '' but i really mean it . i guess i just can't thank God enough . I really love the gals and i cherish each and everyone of 'em . =)