hmm .. wanna apologise ..
for not showing up for the tournament today .
i know how irresponsible it may sound . but ..
yeah .
im sorry .

one thing i still cant understand is that , why cant ppl treat others the way they want others to treat 'em ? ive seen thru u . ive been trying my very best to reconcile with you . but it definitely takes two hands to clap . i no longer want to blame you for backstabbing me then or anything more . i guess this is how it should go . im tired .

im sorry ..

im worried bout u , anatta . i dunno whether if u'd happen to see this but , yes . im very worried bout you . dun leave , will you ? u dun have to change anything bout yourself . we love u for who u are , ta . ive missed you so so much . im sorry . im sorry i didnt spend much time with you . im sorry for not being there when you needed someone . you did not say anything but i know u feel empty and alone . im so sorry , anatta . i really miss those times we had together . swimming at ur condo , the video taking , sec2 camp and of cuz at KFC wher we hugged and cried together . all these would not be forgotten . and no matter wad , u'll always , always , be my best friend . my very best friend .

im sorry ..